ADD

I was doing just fine not thinking about him and then one phone call and i am thinking about him again...all the time...i didn't even answer the call. why does it take so long to get over some one you love...or do you ever get over it? its been 5monthes why cant i just move on???

wonderful old movies...

I am obsessed with old movied. last night brittany came over after work just to chill and have some fun. we popped in old movies and just talked and talked. she is so smart for someone so young...she just turned 19 last week. she has come so far and has grown into a beautiful person. her baby is due in june and i cant wait!!! this morning she was over at my house and we popped in more old movies...you have to love curling up to audree hepburn and marlyin monroe movies. i did homework and we hung out. i may have to start taking one day off every couple weeks...i have enjoyed today so much. and tonight im going bowling!!!! oh boy!!!

hopefullly for my bday i will get lauren becall or humphry bogart movies hint hint mom...

Going away party

last wed day we had a lil going away party for sara...i miss her already and its only been 3days since she left. i am so proud of her though bc she needed to get out of the valley and finish school. too many people get stuck here. anyways the party was so fun. we jammed out to music (im sure the nieghbors appriciated) danced ate, some of us drank then it was time for the Alissa cab to shuttle people home...i crawled iin bed about 230 am and went to class the next morning sleepy sleepy.....

work school work school

i can already feel how tired i am and it has not even been a week!!!
i am going to be constantly running and busy but that is good...
i am carrying my books every where even to work so if it is slow i can read and do the massive amounts of homework im given.

tonight is sara's going away party...at vals house. sad face im going to miss her so much but she is going to virginia tech wooowooop.

ok now i have 2get back to school work....

School...im back2 it

OMG it is actually good to be back in school. I now will have a routine and i am so happy. i forgot how much it helps your life to have some routine....
i am so excited about all my classes and am already to write papers and do homework ( i am a dork i know)

I have yet to buy my books...i put it off to the last possiable minute. so early tomorrow i will be buying my books...standing in line with a million other procrastinators...

With out you

If you really love someone do you ever get over them?? I have been broken up with my ex for 4monthes and I still love him. I think about him a lot....I called him crying two nights ago just to tell him I love him. I know it is better that we are apart but I still want to be with him. He says if its meant to be we will end up together....

This song by hinder makes me think of him...
I love you still!!

With out you
~~~~Hinder~~~~
I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breatherCause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeperCause something’s changedYou’ve been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leaveWithout you, I live it up a little more everydayWithout you,
I’m seein myself so differentlyI didn’t wanna believe it thenBut it all worked out in the endWhen I watched you walk awayWell I never thought id sayI’m fineWithout you
Called you up cause’ it’s been long enoughAnd you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be togetherCause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on meIt’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leaveWithout you,
I live it up a little more everydayWithout you,
I’m seein myself so differentlyI didn’t wanna believe it thenBut it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk awayWell I never thought id sayI’m fineWithout youCause something changed, you were acting so strangeAnd it’s taken its toll on meIt’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leaveWithout you, I live it up a little more everydayWithout you, I’m seein myself so differentlyI didn’t wanna believe it thenBut it all worked out in the endWhen I watched you walk awayWell I never thought id sayI’m fine,Without youWithout youWithout youWithout youI just wanna be alone tonight,I just wanna take a little breather.


~~~I miss you...i dont want to be with out you but i know right now its best i just be with out you~~~

Pics of fam and friends

I love my family and friends!!!!!

Monday

Tomorrow is my only day off this week...i have so much to do...clean house, buy books for school, pay bills, return things to walmart, ect ect ect...My life is going to change when I go back to school. I go back Next Monday the 12th. I am excited but nervouse too...

I am so tired from working the past couple days have been busy!!

New Years

So I have all these awsome plans for New Years Eve...a smokin hott sexy outfit to wear and I get to sick to even go party. I got off work changed clothes in the bathroom at work and felt so bad that I ate food and hugged my friends bye, told everyone to be safe and went home. I put on sweat pants popped some medicine in me and layed on the couch with Kelly Jo and watched Gilligians Island...happy new year to me. Haha....next year I will bring the new year in with a bang!

Facebook

Ok so now I have a facebook....but i dont know how to use it lol
someone give me some direction...or guidence...something