Sometimes I feel like screaming...where is the good in this life? I used to be able to find it so easily. Nothing could get me down for long. Now I am just thankful to get through the day. I am trying to get my life back as good as I can and I feel like the harder I try the more bad things get thrown in my way. I am so tired. I just want peace in my life. I want happiness again. Will my zest for life come back? Can I be happy again? or is it just going to be day to day...just getting through?
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I can say all I want, but I know for the most part what you are feeling too. I've lost more loved ones within the space of seven years than most people loose in half their lives, including my father. Josh is the hardest though. I am almost choking up writing this. Something Josh always used to tell me when ever I was feeling down about all the stupid little bitches I used to date was "You won't forget about it, but you will move on." You will be happy, but unfortunately, for right now, feeling like God is shitting on you is just part of the process. I promise things will get better.
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It is Josh but it is the rest of my life too...nothing is good and it just keeps getting worse. I am just tired. Ya know? things may get better but i am waiting still...and prolly will br for a while.
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