Monday, October 20, 2008

Ice Box

There is a song which right now fits my life perfectly...
These words match how I feel...

I am trying but it is no use because
i got this ice box where my heart used to be
i am so cold ...i am so cold
i dont want to be stuck in this cold cold world

the other song that explains how i feel is:

I try so hard cant seem to get away from misery
i try so hard...it aint my fault cuz i try to get away but trouble always follows me
its like i am taking 5 steps forward and 10 steps back
trying to get a head of the game but i cant seem to get it on track
i keep running away from the ones that love me the most...
i am out here fighting demons
lord cant you help me
i cant keep inflicting all this pain on my family
...every day is a challenge

my life stays the same...i am trying but things just wont change
My friend died this morning...i will miss you Cody
I miss you Buddah
~Love you always~

2 comments:

  1. -Things not what they used to be
    -missing one inside of me
    -deathly loss, this can't be real
    -cannot stand this hell i feel
    -emptiness is filling me
    -to the point of agony

    Metallica "Fade to black"

    Whenever something bad happens you have to take what you can from it. I can't imagine what you're feeling, and I don't even know if I'm helping right now. I want you to know that I really care about you, and I hope you try your best to take care of yourself right now.

    Sam

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