Thinking way to much lately....
everything reminds me off josh..the most simple items or situations spin my head and make me think of buddah. I see a can of febreeze and it reminds me of the can of spray he bought to put in his and jakes bathroom bc he said Jake smelled bad. The pizza he bought from Pazzos and would only give me one piece even though he had ate half of mine a week before. The 15-20 books he bought at a book fair with Sam...I can look at anything and it reminds me of Josh. A baby at one of my tables was a big butter ball and so happy and sweet. He had blue eyes and blond hair like josh when he was little. The baby reached out and held my hand...I told him he looked like my brother when he was that age. The baby's mom asked me how old my brother was...what do I say? He should be 18...he would be 18 if he was alive...he is 18???
For josh's birthday I gave him 20 bucks bought him a new pillow gave him sheets and took him out to dinner. We had so much fun but he kept saying we had to get home so he could start partying...lol. I miss you buddy. You are still my best friend.
everything reminds me off josh..the most simple items or situations spin my head and make me think of buddah. I see a can of febreeze and it reminds me of the can of spray he bought to put in his and jakes bathroom bc he said Jake smelled bad. The pizza he bought from Pazzos and would only give me one piece even though he had ate half of mine a week before. The 15-20 books he bought at a book fair with Sam...I can look at anything and it reminds me of Josh. A baby at one of my tables was a big butter ball and so happy and sweet. He had blue eyes and blond hair like josh when he was little. The baby reached out and held my hand...I told him he looked like my brother when he was that age. The baby's mom asked me how old my brother was...what do I say? He should be 18...he would be 18 if he was alive...he is 18???
For josh's birthday I gave him 20 bucks bought him a new pillow gave him sheets and took him out to dinner. We had so much fun but he kept saying we had to get home so he could start partying...lol. I miss you buddy. You are still my best friend.
That Josh sure could eat, couldn't he? I made twice baked potatoes one Sunday afternoon. He couldn't get enough of them and kept asking if I was sure that it was ok that he had another one. Of course it was! That's why I always made double/triple batches of fresh bisquits when they were over.
ReplyDeleteThe reading those boys did! I don't know why they didn't just go to the libary... but it was a find for them to come home with 20 books from the book fairs...
I love it when you all share your memories of Josh!
ReplyDeleteI miss my baby boy so much!
Here's a Josh memory of mine... Fourth of July We were at the apartment watching pantera and we started hearing fireworks. We drove to the church about a block away in Josh's van (The molest-a-mobile) and then sat on top of it and watched everything. I hope you're doing okay Josh
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I of course hope you're okay too,
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Thanks, Sam, for sharing your memories! It means so much!
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